goodbyes no.2

i stayed

i will stay

i know how to do it

trust me, i was trained

for it, and for a long time,

i knew what to do

but now, i don’t know

i don’t know anything anymore.

on the verge of losing

it feels suffocating

help, you cried out

help me but,

you already cut both hands

you stopped everything from becoming

only the goodbyes can stay.

t.l.