thought you got out out of the bad situation thought you can finally be happy but all that’s left is yourself and you have noone else to blame nothing else to feel but self-hatred and disappointment. t.l.
Tag Archives: writing
Miu
my cat had excellent way to track time miraculously, she would call to us at 6:15 ate at 6:30, went back to bed and stayed until noon in the afternoon, she’s always at another room and then back to my parent’s room at night a creature with perfect timing until she’s late to her foodContinue reading “Miu”
free birds
i quit everything to write but, what is there to write so that it’s worth quitting on everything? the more i write, the more self-absorbed i become my i wants to be an I the more i read, the more stupid i feel so ignorant yet so arrogant i stopped reading books that tell theContinue reading “free birds”
Smile
can you tell who is depressed by how fast they can pull a perfect smile? those are best ones after practicing every day and they thought, this one would do. t.l.
altered self
if i peeled these skins off would i get another chance if i somehow altered myself would the universe mistaken me for another being and let me live again as someone else? would i still endure the same sadness the same emptiness, the same hollow ground inside my lungs where i hide my suicidal thoughts?Continue reading “altered self”
sand
i wish i had more time so i could do nothing instead of wondering why we all exist and no matter how you lived it’s the same ending for everyone the cycle of life doesn’t make an exception and we’re all fleeting through the universe making little to no impact isn’t that so scary toContinue reading “sand”
support pillow
your neck is hurting and you kept trying to find the right pillow until you realized that what has been hurting you is them. t.l. i know it seems hard to get out of a situation especially when you thought you couldn’t live without it. Until one day, you’re out, and never have you feltContinue reading “support pillow”
gold
told me i’m gold but once the heat went on for too long you didn’t want to stay to check if you were wrong. t.l.
contradiction
i want a love so pure so transparent, so simple but i crave pain and complexity. i want to be happy but i’m the one who lives in a lucid dream waking up to find myself already dreaming again. i want to less sensitive but a falling leaf can make me feel delighted and wantContinue reading “contradiction”
laugh together
why is it normal to laugh together and cry alone and not the other way round? t.l.
Tsunami of Words 