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epiphany comes at the darkest time hit rock bottom and, i realized i had to leave here even though it was getting familiar. cold, and out of oxygen a fish who refuses to swim i had lived underground for too long until I forgot my own limbs. now i have got to go without youContinue reading “epiphany”

if you love so easily, how do i know if you really did love me maybe you were just lonely and maybe i don’t really deserve this. t.l.

i don’t know what i’m doing either way, i’d be losing the gold fish kept forgetting who he was before he can remember i swam upstream to find out the Earth is flat all of those purposes all of the lies to keep on going now it’s a blank page once again, i’m at zeroContinue reading “less”

i stayed i will stay i know how to do it trust me, i was trained for it, and for a long time, i knew what to do but now, i don’t know i don’t know anything anymore. on the verge of losing it feels suffocating help, you cried out help me but, you alreadyContinue reading “goodbyes no.2”

the worst thing that could happen is when you were still planning your goodbye, they said, I didn’t really love you. t.l.

romantic and self-criticized hearts drained out, but somehow still holding out like a starving penguin waiting for the familiar sound in a thousand different realities they would always choose the same knowing the hurt and the pain wishing for the lives where it’s all worth it in the end. t.l.

i wasn’t happy then but you were in my life purring, scratching the bed i found you at your favourite spot you found me when i was lost now that you’re gone i wish it was me instead. t.l.

i don’t know which is worse so good at lying i ended up being the idiot who never doubted anything, or so bad at lying i could tell from just the flicker in their eyes can i delay sadness by a day? can i just be happy for now? t.l.

does it make a difference if you’re in bed with someone or if you ended up dying alone could you feel less pain could you rise from the dead could you go insane or could you finally cut the thread? one leaf falls after another i reached for the phone someone got my tongue iContinue reading “untitled”