You were just living your life and someone came to tell you, “Why? Why aren’t you miserable? You should be. You’re neither married nor have a stable job. Your sexuality is the end of you.” “Why choose the difficult road with thorns and poisonous spiders when you can have it easy? Why did you sailContinue reading “Drizzle”
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Dreams
I sometimes had dreams where my teeth fall off. Especially my front teeth. I didn’t have to try hard, I just pushed them with my tongue and they came off. I panicked, blamed everything in my life. I couldn’t bear the fact that my teeth was gone and now I have to face the worldContinue reading “Dreams”
Storm
The trees don’t blame the rain for falling too hard The fish don’t blame the water for running too deep. you are only witnessing the pain, the sadness, and the grief. those things that happened to you they are not who you are. they made you stronger gave you a new skin but they’re notContinue reading “Storm”
Out of time
If only I knew that we were running out of time, I would not have jumped head first. I would have done everything like it’s the first time. t.l. I’m sorry for loving too much, too quickly.
forgiveness
you asked for forgiveness but how could we forgive you now that you’re gone forever? t.l. today I looked back at some old photos and I saw a comment from an old friend, who took her own life 3 years ago. It’s the end for her but it never ends for us, the living. WeContinue reading “forgiveness”
worthy
sometimes when you’re stuck inside for too long, you think it’s the only reality that there’s no way out. you get used to it learn how to breathe under water bleed yourself so you’d become lighter cross your heart and swear “forever”. and then you got out into a world where there were millions andContinue reading “worthy”
love
What is worse suffering while being in love or protecting oneself from getting hurt and spending eternity alone? t.l.
We are who we are
I don’t know what’s worse: to not know what you are and be happy, or to become what you’ve always wanted to be, and feel alone. Daniel Keyes – Flowers for Algernon Isn’t it obvious that we are everything and nothing at all? that who we are today isn’t who we will be tomorrow thatContinue reading “We are who we are”
I love you
I’m sorry for crying for waking up wanting to die for carrying this weight day and night. I’m sorry for disliking you and trying to free myself from the words they told you for thinking life is cruel and that’s why I have to be cruel to you. I’m sorry. I love you. And IContinue reading “I love you”
scars
let me in I want to see your scars, your sins the way you hold yourself up when everything begins crashing down on you. t.l.