as you were waiting for the right train to arrive stepped closer to the platform you did it unconsciously you went for the next available train that would pick up your rotten soul going somewhere you don’t wanna go but how could you get off it’s nice in here so familiar, yet so exciting theContinue reading “train-wreck”
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live
things are left unsaid i haven’t made any progress no poem nothing to see i feel empty , disconnected, scattered . yet i still want to live i want to know how things will turn around so much more than ever more than ever. t.l.
burn
all this time i’m pretending a goldfish who could remember a whale who could fly it’s only October and i already wanted to die impatience, frustration i burn too much, too quickly the bright light is blinding it’s too much to take in then everything starts to blur i’m waking up from drowning again. t.l.
shitty poems
write shitty poems why can’t i be better i told myself to practice to read more books meet more people all but wishes all but empty promises. t.l.
the end
everyone is waiting for the ending but when it actually comes no one wants that at all. they said, they will love your everything your shame, your scar “but oh please, keep that monster far away from me i’m already too sad to deal with your shit“, they said. out of sight, out of mindContinue reading “the end”
antisocial
i’m not antisocial, i swear i crave human interactions it’s just that i want to die and it stops me from enjoying whatever is happening i apologize for being so disconnecting i am trying, i swear . t.l.
poetry
poetry is like a curse a trade, a gold necklace for a good line a soul for a breakthrough multiple sleepless nights and a liter of tears for a few rhymes. is it worth it to live in pain and agony to constantly drown in the deepest sea to love in torment but to loveContinue reading “poetry”
fault
it’s your fault why are you so depressed? if you could choose a happy life then why did you choose despair? it’s your fault always the one that makes no sense why do you think everything and everyone will leave in the end? I’m here aren’t I are you too blind I only wanted toContinue reading “fault”
with
wet pillowcases, missing socks deleted photos appeared out of nowhere you haven’t skated for a while do you still remember how to why do you cry every night when no one can see your tears can’t bring her back once crossed, you can’t turn around. presents, past and future her greatest gift was for youContinue reading “with”
epiphany
epiphany comes at the darkest time hit rock bottom and, i realized i had to leave here even though it was getting familiar. cold, and out of oxygen a fish who refuses to swim i had lived underground for too long until I forgot my own limbs. now i have got to go without youContinue reading “epiphany”