i love the sound of car’s seat belts i wish that i had that alert sound that invisible thread that pulls me back from my wildest dreams. so every time life’s about to hit so hard i won’t hit my head while jumping out of a moving car going 80 thinking i was flying forContinue reading “Going 80”
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freak show
i’m a three-hour freak show i can go up fast and down slow i often laugh when I wanted so hard to cry i squeezed the toothpaste from the middle sometimes too much, sometimes too little. my limbs just move on their own i often don’t feel my weight or feel too much like death,Continue reading “freak show”
slow
i used to love driving so fast my head twirled in heaven and my foot hit the pedal so hard like i was running from my own depression like it was the last day on earth. when the truck’s headlights exploded in my eye, i wanted to let go of the brake and just letContinue reading “slow”
free fall
left your stuff scatter around my place like how you appeared casually in my brain we never know when the last leaf would fall but can we stay here forever like this for now? i never liked it unorganised i needed my life to stay the way it is but i like how you splashedContinue reading “free fall”
the reasons
you’re looking for something in every lover, something to fill in your hollow and fix the never-ending pain. you’re looking for something to stop you from feeling so alone you wanted to die, but did those things make you any less lonely? you’re looking for something to make sense of this life, to help youContinue reading “the reasons”
home
it seems easy, making the house look better buying new furniture like it’s nothing but the one person you called ‘home’ you did nothing but get trapped in them. t.l.
stay
stay i could be much better i could be a boy i could be more alive i could sing you that song you like i could stop crying i could be more obedient i could take out all the piercings i could be more quiet i could be a brand new person i could evenContinue reading “stay”
idontknowhowtotitlethisone
london’s blue sky the trees are losing their limbs i wanna feel high can you get hallucinations from a tooth infection? cars passing cold winds foggy roads and strangers’ smiles now everything seemed like a short film winter wonderland and the busy bus ride birmingham to norwich and back again i used to love singingContinue reading “idontknowhowtotitlethisone”
Poetic music
poetic music so you actually exist flow into my ears like honey to deers the best of both worlds you have it all. i want to taste you for dinner and save more for later i want to put you in my ink write it out until you sing to me in my sleep andContinue reading “Poetic music”
happy
time to sleep, my darling turn on that headspace episode and let yourself be free from all the worries and all the overthinking and all the manic-depressive energy and all the ugly crying. let the quietness consume you take you to bed and put you in a transcendent dream where you are secure, with highContinue reading “happy”
Tsunami of Words 