I let you in the maze that I called home showed you ways to get under my skin allowed you to betray to hurt, to lie to drain my blood dry. I thought as long as you stay it was worth it anyway. t.l. what I didn’t know is that you were making promises withContinue reading “Maze”
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Birds
Three out of four of our lovebirds that my dad let out have come back home. I wonder what happened to the yellow bird. He was the outcast. He didn’t play along with the rest of them. And when these lovebirds were trying to find their way back home, they called each other and recognisedContinue reading “Birds”
Thunders
I used to be scared of thunders and lightning I used to hide under the bed catching my breath. Now I embrace them like the sky is playing the best drum solo. and the rain is the melody. t.l. Nature stays the same. Only I have changed.
Garbage
Something reeks like a dead mouse that has been there for a week. I tried to find everywhere sniffed every cat checked out every possible corner to realize that it was me that smells like garbage. was it my soul or was it my personality? t.l.
Be A Cat
I often think about my life. How I sometimes wanted to say no but instead, I said yes just so I wouldn’t upset the person who was asking me a question. I thought about all those opportunities that I’ve missed, because I was scared I wouldn’t be able to be good at it. I thoughtContinue reading “Be A Cat”
Dreams
I sometimes had dreams where my teeth fall off. Especially my front teeth. I didn’t have to try hard, I just pushed them with my tongue and they came off. I panicked, blamed everything in my life. I couldn’t bear the fact that my teeth was gone and now I have to face the worldContinue reading “Dreams”
We are who we are
I don’t know what’s worse: to not know what you are and be happy, or to become what you’ve always wanted to be, and feel alone. Daniel Keyes – Flowers for Algernon Isn’t it obvious that we are everything and nothing at all? that who we are today isn’t who we will be tomorrow thatContinue reading “We are who we are”
Escaped bird that came back home
Update on the bird escape incident. One lovebird managed to find its way home. I’m so glad she’s safe. Poor thing was starving, the first thing she did when she’s back in her cage was eating as much as she could. I don’t know if her friends are still out there or if they madeContinue reading “Escaped bird that came back home”
Cage
My dad has been letting our lovebirds outside. First, it was near their cage. Then, it was in a sealed room. Then, he let them outside. Told us he was right, they came back. They always come back you see. Today he left them outside in the garden. They left. All of them. They’re stuckContinue reading “Cage”