maybe if I was kinder to myself you would have been more gentle to me maybe now I’m better at letting others treat me with kindness rather than the familiar earthquakes and tempests. t.l. maybe I can get used to this.
Tag Archives: love
Poetic music
poetic music so you actually exist flow into my ears like honey to deers the best of both worlds you have it all. i want to taste you for dinner and save more for later i want to put you in my ink write it out until you sing to me in my sleep andContinue reading “Poetic music”
serendipity
i should be leaving but instead, i’m still here holding on to the last falling leaf winter is coming has it already been a season since we last said goodbye? we both knew from the day we met that we were not meant to be together and yet, we took that chance hoping we couldContinue reading “serendipity”
chosen ones
i didn’t get to choose my family, so i didn’t know i have a choice in choosing who to love. t.l. i picked the ones who would love me the only way i know.
ferris wheel
how can what i love be what i fear the one i needed the most is the one i ran away from i wanted to be rock solid but instead i flow like waves in and out in and out and in and out and in and out again, again, again can’t make my mindContinue reading “ferris wheel”
Catastrophe
i used to sought solace in the suffering it’s the only thing that’s real the only consistence in my life i breathe it in every night, and the next morning, trying to feel alive i prayed that these heartaches never stop, i looked for them in the darkest places i tried to find them inContinue reading “Catastrophe”
writer’s block
when your mind is empty and there’s no word coming out your fingers lingered on the keyboards like sleepy bees to a California poppy you wanted to taste the honey but too tired to move or think your brain is telling you, the moment you stopped writing that’s when you stopped existing so you gotContinue reading “writer’s block”
move with you
the dark sky lit up the piano keys took you outside and let you dance on clouds mai tai, i like your sounds come closer and whisper how to love, scratch my back and i’ll rub my eyes against yours give me what i lack teach me your moves and i’ll move with you. t.l.
dancing
you told me about dancing about separating parts of your body how your legs go one way and your upper body the other that’s why you held her hands while saying you loved me. t.l. isn’t dancing like swimming everything moves together otherwise you’d drown.
Grinding teeth
our love was like grinding teeth we didn’t even know we were doing it there’s no sign at first no headache, no bleeding no facial pain everything seemed fine.. and then, we realized the closer we get the more we tear down one another. t.l.