unfamiliar faces sorry, i said the wrong things quickly, think of something else divert their attention say something interesting you’re always the smart one but, tell me what are you even doing who are you fooling, trying to happy and sociable? shake my legs and trying to get out you’re already in too deep doContinue reading “scattered”
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happy new year
two-way street where’s the beginning is this the end? my favourite folk song bitter but uplifting clinical but hopeful isn’t that the only way to be ? driving my bike down the unfamiliar hill it’s the holiday but why everything is so empty? firecrackers scattered on the ground i don’t know if i should letContinue reading “happy new year”
happiness
how can your source of happiness can also be the source of immense pain? t.l.
train-wreck
as you were waiting for the right train to arrive stepped closer to the platform you did it unconsciously you went for the next available train that would pick up your rotten soul going somewhere you don’t wanna go but how could you get off it’s nice in here so familiar, yet so exciting theContinue reading “train-wreck”
live
things are left unsaid i haven’t made any progress no poem nothing to see i feel empty , disconnected, scattered . yet i still want to live i want to know how things will turn around so much more than ever more than ever. t.l.
shitty poems
write shitty poems why can’t i be better i told myself to practice to read more books meet more people all but wishes all but empty promises. t.l.
the end
everyone is waiting for the ending but when it actually comes no one wants that at all. they said, they will love your everything your shame, your scar “but oh please, keep that monster far away from me i’m already too sad to deal with your shit“, they said. out of sight, out of mindContinue reading “the end”
antisocial
i’m not antisocial, i swear i crave human interactions it’s just that i want to die and it stops me from enjoying whatever is happening i apologize for being so disconnecting i am trying, i swear . t.l.
epiphany
epiphany comes at the darkest time hit rock bottom and, i realized i had to leave here even though it was getting familiar. cold, and out of oxygen a fish who refuses to swim i had lived underground for too long until I forgot my own limbs. now i have got to go without youContinue reading “epiphany”
difficult to love
if you love so easily, how do i know if you really did love me maybe you were just lonely and maybe i don’t really deserve this. t.l.