it was a thunderous night the cold wind crept in like a desperate lover street lights flashed at you like lightning if i asked you to stay, would you? no wonder why water runs downward like how i will always fall for you i kept searching in the dark, tried to beat this disease inContinue reading “ego”
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free as the rain
i want to hide i don’t want to be here i know that everything is a lie and eventually we will all die so why try so hard now? can i curl into a ball and disappear? i hate my own face and voice i even think my shadow is ugly i stood in frontContinue reading “free as the rain”
quicksand
one of my biggest flaws is that i don’t know whether i will fall or rise against the wind so instead of taking the leap i’m too fucking scared to move so, every day i stay in the same spot worrying, being in a chaotic desperation wanting to break out, but never wanting enough iContinue reading “quicksand”
Lucky
You said i was too lucky To never have to walk Through the Forest of Darkness Until my heels bleed, Hear the sounds of the fighter planes Going above my roof, Run against the B-52 bombs Striking across the sky Like lightning, like clipped-wing butterflies. You said I was too lucky to have freedom InContinue reading “Lucky”
igneous rock
practicing how to say no how to stop the rain from falling how to love oneself better than plainly giving love and expect to be loved the same way i know street lights might look like stars on the darkest of nights but they’re not the things you thought are so important now might beContinue reading “igneous rock”
Great cormorant
falling leaves travel like rain on your cheeks when you ride the bike across the storm, they twirl and line up the road, letting you know the arrival of fall. the buildings are catching the last glimpse of the Sun, kites with shapes like sea creatures are flying across the sky, everything falls into smallerContinue reading “Great cormorant”
happy
if somehow, i could erase all my pain away would i still be me today? if i stopped singing the songs would i forget what music looks like? if i turned a blind eye would i be happy, finally? t.l. i wish to be more like you.
please, don’t go
ever since i was a little kid i never wanted people to go through my stuff i held onto them for dear life like they’re a part of me maybe i’m hoarding the past or maybe they never stopped haunting me. but now, my windows are opened, my safe is unlocked everything is yours ifContinue reading “please, don’t go”
expectations
the road seemed endless street lights lined up to lead back to you i was going slowly tonight, lingering thinking about the poems i never write the expectations i could never live up to and that’s okay. t.l. writing the poems in my head always sounded better
exit sign
exit sign on the wall i love the melancholic pink sky at 5pm so pretty and still, like how the sky should be before a big hurricane is there really a way out of insanity? aren’t the wisest ones being called crazy? i love the little dog on the bike looking back at his owner,Continue reading “exit sign”
Tsunami of Words 