blog – Page 25 – Tsunami of Words

Happiness

You’re my source of happiness but also miseries. is it true that I have to be buried deep to learn how fresh the air is? t.l. if there’s no bad, how can we feel good?

My dad has been letting our lovebirds outside. First, it was near their cage. Then, it was in a sealed room. Then, he let them outside. Told us he was right, they came back. They always come back you see. Today he left them outside in the garden. They left. All of them. They’re stuckContinue reading “Cage”

Decisions

You don’t have to be scared now that they’re gone and nobody tells you what to do. You get to make your own decisions now some of them will be bad but they will be yours. t.l. It will all be worth it

Ready to leave

I’m always ready to leave I couldn’t stay long enough for them to see the worst in me. t.l. they would leave me then.

Autonomy

did you lose a limb after loving her or him? now it’s time to grow back those arms you lost, to regenerate into a new self. it might take a few months or a few years, but you know you’ll get there in the end. it’s hard to pull yourself up from the underground butContinue reading “Autonomy”

Care

The closest thing to being cared for is to care for someone else. Carson McCullers I’ve been thinking about what “caring” really means. Best friends said they care, family members said they care, lovers said they care, doctors said they care, even the kidnappers said they care. But I have just realised, how much does oneContinue reading “Care”

Push and Pull

I pushed you away not because I wanted to I just needed to hear “please stay”. t.l.

live

tell me again, why do you torture yourself for the horrible things someone else did? t.l. start living for you and only you.

night

when the night comes quiet Moon and chirping crickets ticking clocks and heartbeat drums my skin longs to be swarm with your kisses. t.l.

Pandemic wishes from an introvert

Wish I had spent more time in the woods listening to leaves singing watching the Sun dancing than contemplating in a 9-meter square room. Wish I had known how precious fresh air is long distanced phone calls wind-slapped face pollen-allergic nose busy street driving people talking .. Wish I had realized sooner that staring atContinue reading “Pandemic wishes from an introvert”