I know what you’re thinking you tried to be happy you think you can trick your mind but your whole body is shivering from lying you can feel it coming those sad waves like a tsunami the birds flew away so why aren’t you taking shelter if your wings are broken smiling and pretending thatContinue reading “Tsunami no.2”
Category Archives: Self
Take it slow.
Take it slow you’ll find the way your own way. You can ask yourself a million questions “Why am I not successful?” “How can I not hold a job for long?” You get jealous of people who achieved their goals Of writers, of musicians Now knowing they have spent thousands of hours working. All you have to do is toContinue reading “Take it slow.”
I’m still here
Recently, I have listened to the new Porter Robinson’s song “Look at the Sky”. I actually was not impressed with the song the first time I heard it. I was running on the treadmill at the time. I did close my eyes and imagine as if I was running outside and looking up at theContinue reading “I’m still here”
What does life expect of us? What do we expect from life?
Long time no see. I know I haven’t been writing lately. I have been applying for jobs here and there but I realize, this is what I do because everyone else is doing it and it is expected of me. “A young person should get up and work”, my mum said. I totally understand, weContinue reading “What does life expect of us? What do we expect from life?”
Should your relationship be private or public?
There is something I realized recently: Everyone has an opinion about everything, about everyone else. Whether it is the way your walk, the way you dress, the way your face look in the morning when you didn’t have any sleep the night before or even the person you love. Everyone has their own biased opinionContinue reading “Should your relationship be private or public?”
Tarot Reading
I have heard about Tarot reading a few years ago. At that time, I think this is another fortune telling, and it really depends on the person if they want to believe in it. However, I have been more involved with the spiritual world lately, astrology, Chinese astrology and now Tarot. The reason why IContinue reading “Tarot Reading”
Feeling … nothing
There is this feeling … I can’t quite explain it. It is something, not happy, not sad, not exciting, not boring, not anything. The feeling of numbness, of blankness, of static. This feeling is here with me, all the time, most of the time. Sometimes it appears after a big cry session. Sometimes it’s hereContinue reading “Feeling … nothing”
Avoidant Lover
you said, “why are you being so kind? why give when you can take?” I guess I thought I was sensitive and passionate and I love with all my heart; but I don’t. I learned not to give it all because then what am I am left with if they decide to leave me? LoveContinue reading “Avoidant Lover”
About Me
I start this blog to write about everything in my head, about myself, my emotions, sometimes they can be beautiful but most times, they are unorthodox, raw and honest. I hope if you stumble upon this, there is something you can relate to or interesting enough for you to keep reading. Thank you and let’sContinue reading “About Me”
Tsunami of Words 