I used to enjoy those sleepless nights where I could do anything, wrote a hundred poems cried myself to sleep stood in the garden let the suffering deepens. I reflected, speculated dreamed about a future where I get better where pain is only subtle and I’m not suicidal. Now I don’t enjoy insomnia any longer,Continue reading “Euphoria”
Category Archives: Poem
Again
If I had to do it all over again, I’d still choose to be with you. t.l. We would break up, and make up, and break up again.
Stay
The things we feel we project to our surroundings and no matter how much we love love it will end up hurting us. one person who’s nearly at the end of their relationships if they asked me, should I go or should I stay? I’d say, stay until you can no longer endure it, thenContinue reading “Stay”
False hope
Silence is better than false hope. Once you let them go, don’t hurt them by reappearing again. t.l. I hope you know I’m suffering too.
Honey
There is too much suffering in the world, could I pass by it without a flinch? could I keep going like nothing happened? It’s a gift yet a punishment to feel this much, this intensely. t.l. I’m drawn to agony like bees to honey.
Happiness
You’re my source of happiness but also miseries. is it true that I have to be buried deep to learn how fresh the air is? t.l. if there’s no bad, how can we feel good?
A perfect song
I am both the relaxing piano chords and the intense electronic beats. I am both the tiny waves that brushes against your ankle, and the tsunami that drowns the whole village. I come in gently but I can mess up your world if I needed to be. t.l.
The right one
You said, you were waiting for the right one to come. but if I was right, why did you want to run back to her? t.l.
Smile
It’s okay to be mad to want to throw yourself off a cliff and then pick all the pieces together and smile again. t.l. Did you catch yourself trying a natural smile in the mirror?
Decisions
You don’t have to be scared now that they’re gone and nobody tells you what to do. You get to make your own decisions now some of them will be bad but they will be yours. t.l. It will all be worth it