No is the hardest word that you must learn to say

every day you drove around town stopping the wind with bare hands trying to hold sand but they always manage to leave you empty, in the end. your name is precious, say it with pride why do you live for others and not yourself? don’t you know unhappiness is toxic yet addicting please, learn toContinue reading “No is the hardest word that you must learn to say”

happy fucking new year

i feel like my time is near every year, when the fireworks shot up across the dark sky and people were cheering drinking, kissing, wishing, hoping “New year. New me” and once again, i felt like my time is running out. i felt a deeper misery a subtle emptiness, a desire to disappear it’s likeContinue reading “happy fucking new year”