you were my distraction from loneliness but being with you makes me even lonelier. t.l. time is running out
Author Archives: Tammy Le
easy
love is easy so is death. t.l.
save me
my salvation, my muse my distraction, my woo how lonely it would be if you take a peak into my soul? with you, i’m feeling more alive dancing around under the moonlight heartbroken, i’m really good at consolation depressed, i’m an expert at disguise sexually assaulted, my body is a bombshell and my mind isContinue reading “save me”
disappointment
thought you got out out of the bad situation thought you can finally be happy but all that’s left is yourself and you have noone else to blame nothing else to feel but self-hatred and disappointment. t.l.
Miu
my cat had excellent way to track time miraculously, she would call to us at 6:15 ate at 6:30, went back to bed and stayed until noon in the afternoon, she’s always at another room and then back to my parent’s room at night a creature with perfect timing until she’s late to her foodContinue reading “Miu”
free birds
i quit everything to write but, what is there to write so that it’s worth quitting on everything? the more i write, the more self-absorbed i become my i wants to be an I the more i read, the more stupid i feel so ignorant yet so arrogant i stopped reading books that tell theContinue reading “free birds”
Smile
can you tell who is depressed by how fast they can pull a perfect smile? those are best ones after practicing every day and they thought, this one would do. t.l.
altered self
if i peeled these skins off would i get another chance if i somehow altered myself would the universe mistaken me for another being and let me live again as someone else? would i still endure the same sadness the same emptiness, the same hollow ground inside my lungs where i hide my suicidal thoughts?Continue reading “altered self”
sand
i wish i had more time so i could do nothing instead of wondering why we all exist and no matter how you lived it’s the same ending for everyone the cycle of life doesn’t make an exception and we’re all fleeting through the universe making little to no impact isn’t that so scary toContinue reading “sand”
support pillow
your neck is hurting and you kept trying to find the right pillow until you realized that what has been hurting you is them. t.l. i know it seems hard to get out of a situation especially when you thought you couldn’t live without it. Until one day, you’re out, and never have you feltContinue reading “support pillow”