the end

everyone is waiting

for the ending

but when it actually comes

no one wants that at all.

they said, they will love

your everything

your shame, your scar

“but oh please,

keep that monster far

away from me

i’m already too sad

to deal with your shit“, they said.

out of sight, out of mind

i always see it so clearly

when i’m out in the sea

when the only things that matter

are the waves, and my feelings

and i know for sure

that i deserve better

but why couldn’t i just jump out

of this already broken boat?

t.l.