the water is shallow
you saw a big grey shadow
cutting through the ocean
like lightning, like a suicidal thought
you tried to tell yourself
“a dangerous situation is only what you make of it”
so you started treading waters
run as fast as you could
but there’s nothing pushing you back up
you kept drowning, swallowing the sea
trying to make yourself bigger
so you could scare off the monster
only to realize,
the shark was you all along.
so, who are you really running from?
t.l.