your body shaken when you sleep
everything is still, like a piece
of exam paper, i feel the air
moving around me, so intensely
so thick, it could swallow me
people are laughing on the streets
the ones staying on the upper level are home
i turn to kiss you goodnight
you were right, there’s an immense sadness
creeping inside my lungs, taking away my breath
every minute of the day, i wanna escape
this reality – these pressures to be good
to stop chasing after the stars
to glue your feet to the ground
and learn to be quiet.
t.l.