cure(less)

i wanna be cured again

i wanna smile and not feel like

my face is melting down my neck

i wanna be strong, but i was born weak

i don’t wanna miss you, but i get sick

whenever you’re gone

i wanna forgive you, but does that mean

i don’t care anymore

i know you’re worried, but i’m more worried

about you (you’re leaving soon, aren’t you)

i don’t wanna be addicted to pain

but maybe i am.

t.l.