how can what i love
be what i fear
the one i needed the most
is the one i ran away from
i wanted to be rock solid
but instead i flow like waves
in and out
in and out and in and out and in and out
again, again, again
can’t make my mind up
do i want to stay or leave
am i making sense
will they hurt me in the end.
how do i leave this circle
of the ferris wheel going round
oh god, i wanted to jump out
but my legs were numb
my mind waited for the highs
and my heart absorbed the lows for goodnights.
t.l.
Tsunami of Words 