Indecision

would you jump

if you know the water is shallow

would you do it

if the waves will swallow

the idea of who you are

you wanted to stand tall

pushing people away

building walls after walls

do you recall

the last time someone

begged you to stay

at the end this was all hollow

all these sadness, all these rage

you’re better off dancing solo

“leave me alone, come back please”

you jumped from this mountain

to another, hoping to see

those rare flowers

to deem yourself worthy.

t.l.

(make your own mind up)